Caro
I guess everybody has had a crush on somebody. Sometimes this crush turns out to be a crash; sometimes it turns out to be the beginning of something more. I don’t want to call this emotion of crushing on someone love, because I don’t think it’s really love; it’s rather affection, which might, if you’re lucky, turn out to be love in the end. It’s not always easy to not shut down emotionally, especially if your track record shows more crashes than anything else; but in the end, you can’t go on forever trying to block your emotions.